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Please... I don't know what else to do... you guys are my last resource. I am turned down everywhere else.
I know probably barely anyone is going to read this... But if you do, I really need some help.
I have no support... No one else to look to... only ONE person who gets me and my problems. But it just isn't enough.
No support from my family. They all hate me. My dad has never said he has loved me... at least not from what I remember. He calls me a loser and stupid. He grounded me from the computer for 2 weeks for leaving a half eaten hamburger on the desk... and from painting ever again, too. Plus, I haven't been able to hang out with friends for a few months. AND the first guy I really ever loved (I REALLY love him) says I am ugly and a freak... Why? Why me? AND our family is rapidly running out of money yet my mom is gone EVERY weekend out of state to be with 'friends.'
I feel TRAPPED. No communication with friends. I feel unloved. I feel hated.
Everyone on my bus either is scared of me or hates me. Except for 2 people. Everyone else sees me as an amusement or a monster. Why? What's wrong with back and hot pink? What is wrong with emo? 2 of my CLOSEST friends can't even support me. They say to give up on the guy I like. "He's too pretty." "He has a girlfriend." So? I am NEVER going to give up like you did. I have one close friend who can't support that I am emo. She says that emos cut. WrOnG. Do I cut? No. Apparently that make me 'not emo.' But to everyone else on the bus I am. They accuse me of cutting. I don't. I swear.
This is the last place I can look for help and support.
For the last time.. PLEASE.
I know probably barely anyone is going to read this... But if you do, I really need some help.
I have no support... No one else to look to... only ONE person who gets me and my problems. But it just isn't enough.
No support from my family. They all hate me. My dad has never said he has loved me... at least not from what I remember. He calls me a loser and stupid. He grounded me from the computer for 2 weeks for leaving a half eaten hamburger on the desk... and from painting ever again, too. Plus, I haven't been able to hang out with friends for a few months. AND the first guy I really ever loved (I REALLY love him) says I am ugly and a freak... Why? Why me? AND our family is rapidly running out of money yet my mom is gone EVERY weekend out of state to be with 'friends.'
I feel TRAPPED. No communication with friends. I feel unloved. I feel hated.
Everyone on my bus either is scared of me or hates me. Except for 2 people. Everyone else sees me as an amusement or a monster. Why? What's wrong with back and hot pink? What is wrong with emo? 2 of my CLOSEST friends can't even support me. They say to give up on the guy I like. "He's too pretty." "He has a girlfriend." So? I am NEVER going to give up like you did. I have one close friend who can't support that I am emo. She says that emos cut. WrOnG. Do I cut? No. Apparently that make me 'not emo.' But to everyone else on the bus I am. They accuse me of cutting. I don't. I swear.
This is the last place I can look for help and support.
For the last time.. PLEASE.
Major Pissafication .-.
Yus, pissafied and pissafication are my new words ^0^
But seriously... I'M PISSED >-<
I bought Sims 2 Double Deluxe for $8.00 on Ebay, Shipping included. It was a major steal. When I FINALLY got it (days after promised), I ran RIGHT up to my PC and started downloading. But there was a problem, and this is what it looked like.
Error: Unable to download Base/TSData/Res/Sims3D/Sims09.Package from media. Retry? Cancel Installation.
I kept retrying, but every other % it went up, it happened again. It was still downloading, but at the pace it would literally take HOURS to download.... only if I paid CONSTANT attention to the download. So, I don
Bye Bye ~ ?
If I die young, bury me in satin
Lay me down on a bed of roses
Sink me in the river at dawn
Send me away with the words of a love song
The sharp knife of a short life
Well, I've had just enough time
Funny When you dead how people start listening...
I don't know what to do anymore. All my friends wont be at school next year and no one listens to me but Dragon ~ <3
Makes me think.... No one listens to me now.... would they if I were gone?
Bye Bye ~ ?
OHMAHGAWD *GREATEST FAIL EVER...*
This has GOT to be my BEST fail yet .-.
Okay, so I wanted to see what would happen if I tried to get a free laptop (pretty stupid, huh?) And it wanted me to sign up for 2 offer ($1.00 each) so... I kinda did. But I cancelled before are went all the way through, but apparently they still sign you up....
So If I don't cancel my membership to these things, they'll charge me $90.00 something a month, without an option of canceling. BUT HOW DO I CANCEL? I don't have a single e-mail from anyone or ANY information... UGH D:
HELPP!! 0.0 I can't afford to pay $90.00 a month for WEIGHT LOSS PILLS!
Please. If once, this time.
Sigh. Depression is back .-. and I can't let it out except with the knife. I try not, and haven't yet. But I can't find my tablet pen, don't have any paper, no one will get my hints, and I have no one to really talk to know.
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Tell your dad how you feel . I know your dad loves you .
If he didn ' t want to love a child ;;
He would not have made one ;D
And your mom , tell her you miss her .
Ask if she could not go visit ' friends '
To hang out with her .
I feel like your communication with your parents
Is just running out . You need to t a l k to them .
The boy you love , have you told him ?
That would help so much .
If he doesn ' t like you back , at least you know .
And if he doesn ' t , then you guys can just be friends .
As for the bus , I don ' t know what you should do .
I don ' t want to tell you to give up being ' emo '
Considering it ' s a way express your feelings .
Maybe talk to your friend and see why she doesn ' t support you .
Tell her you don ' t want that getting in the way of your friendship .
I hope I helped . If you need more help ,
You can pm me at ;;
[link]
< / 3 Good luck
If he didn ' t want to love a child ;;
He would not have made one ;D
And your mom , tell her you miss her .
Ask if she could not go visit ' friends '
To hang out with her .
I feel like your communication with your parents
Is just running out . You need to t a l k to them .
The boy you love , have you told him ?
That would help so much .
If he doesn ' t like you back , at least you know .
And if he doesn ' t , then you guys can just be friends .
As for the bus , I don ' t know what you should do .
I don ' t want to tell you to give up being ' emo '
Considering it ' s a way express your feelings .
Maybe talk to your friend and see why she doesn ' t support you .
Tell her you don ' t want that getting in the way of your friendship .
I hope I helped . If you need more help ,
You can pm me at ;;
[link]
< / 3 Good luck